Is it like this for everyone? When Summer is at it's peak, and you can see the changes of the coming months does everything seem to fast forward sometimes? Is it me, or does every small business owner both anxiously anticipate ad stress out over the fast approaching holiday months? I know over here it means amazing cool weather, cool breezes and windows open and the crunching of leaves which make me elated. But it also means working insane hours, the holidays being anything but a holiday, and shooting pains in my hands and sleepless nights with cramping muscles from the much needed and appreciated but painful overwork.
I think I unintentionally, or maybe fully intentionally added to the swirling mix of craziness on the horizon by manifesting something I both would give anything for but am also terrified of. How is that possible?
It's really crazy how in the quietest moments you can whisper something into the Universe and it listens.
I asked for change, accepted the scariness of it, invited it in, and can remember the exact moment when I wholeheartedly put this out into the world. And now that I'm in it, I'm trying to remember that I surrendered to this, and opened the door to allow it to settle in.
Why is it that change can be so frightening? It usually is such a good thing. Even when it starts out bad. Why do we instinctively resist? Why do I instinctively resist?
I think we attach ourselves to the present because its familiar, and perhaps because its a lot safer to live with the hope of something better rather than participate in making the jump to actually create that reality...
Well, I've surrender my safety net an am jumping right now.
See you on the other side.
xoxo